June 07, 2007 (part 3)
I’m listening to the love songs from Macross, “her” songs. I made her a CD of her favorites, and made myself a copy. I listen to them once in a awhile. I guess I shouldn’t. I feel overwhelming sadness. My chest has tightened. I’m sad and it hurts too. Ah! Damn.
—————————————( Painting is “Sadness Ending, by Rick MacKai – www.goravani.com/art/Sadness.html )
Why did I fall in love with her? What the hell is wrong with me?